Our expert says:
Maybe its not a guaranteed part of your now diagnosed illness to be suspicious, but an understandable reaction to your experiences of working towards reaching the diagnosis. But if, as you now seem to recognize, "Many of my behaviours are about staying ill because I sabotage my own progress." more suspicion could usefully be directed towards your own attitude to being ill ( needing care and excused full responsiobility for your choices and actions ) and being well ?
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