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Posted by: hate myself pls let me die god thank you jesus | 2019/02/11

Q.

I want to die! Valentines day is coming up and I'm going to be single.

How can i fix my depression, is there a way to kill myself without hurting the people that care about me (0)?ive wanted to die for some year now, its a struggle that i can seem to imporve and fix, valentines is coming up and i gonna be single as fuckkkkk, whilst wathcing other ppl fall in love and have sex, so pls, help me, school is shit and ppls are shit too, watching other ppl fall in love makes me sad as fuck, the only solution to this that i can really appreciate doing is hanging myself or jumping of a bridge. my lonely friends: i have been raped by two girls, it was pleasant but for some reason it felt wrong, i have some thoughts of killing myself because i think i am gay, although i like fucking girls, not really sure what to do about this. other lonely buddy: i am from greece and some other place, i hate turkish guys, becuase i was with a guy and he kissed me on the forehead, and it left a marked, now i am scarred for life my single friend: i am very single, i amlmost had a boyfirend but then he moved on to my sister, i loved him so much, but he had different feeling towards me, we got so close, to fucking, and she took from me, but it didnt work out because he liked my sister. the worst thing is that their really cute cute together.

Expert's Reply

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Depression expert
- 2019/02/12

Neither God nor Jesus would ever want you to harm yourself, much less to kill yourself. Valentine's Day is a cheesy commercial invention designed to persuade people to buy over-priced rubbish for someone they think they love.  In fact, it's absolutely fine to be single, on Valentine's Day or any other day. 
It sounds as though you really need to see a good counselor you can work with to properly understand the confusing bundle of feelings and fears bothering you now.  They can be sorted out if you sincerely work with a counselor, and then you'd be free to bide your time and find close friends to enjoy spending time with, but not to be so desperately needy ( which scares off others ).
I have never ever heard of someone being kissed on the forehead, with this leaving them scarred for life ; not even the kiss of a vampire.

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