Have you has a proper psychiatric/psychological assessment and diagnosis, and proper treatment, related to that ? There are several types of depression that can have just the sort of effects you describe, including Post Natal Depression, which comes on after childbirth. Medication can help, and also psychological treatments like CBT ( Cognitive-Behaviour therapy ) .
I feel worried that though from your description you have been suffering unpleasantly from depression, you don't mention consulting any appropriate specialist(s) or having any treatment.
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