The situation you describe seems quite upsetting, not only to yourself as a mom, but to the rest of the family as well. Before I continue I just want to remind you that you are not a bad mom: you have done everything in your power, everything that you know how to do, to raise your children.
Depending on the area in which you live, there are parenting workshops which can assist you by giving you new tools to deal with situations (please send me an Email at firstname.lastname@example.org).
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