ADHD

Good day Dr. Renata First I want to thank you for the wonderful work you do in this field and everything you and Nic are doing for the communities. #iamstaying Then my Question: I grew up in a small town(Skukuza) and never had access as a child to proper medical advice and grew up with the believe that I am naughty and impulsive. Struggling at School and University. Now I am 36 and 2 years ago took up studying again while working full time. I really battled to stay focus on work during the day and my studies at night. My wife always complaining that I never sit still. Finally I was diagnosed with Adult ADHD. Being a healthy individual and not ever needing to take any medication the thought of being on Chronic medication was not my cup of tea. I weigh 88kg and exercise everyday. The doc wanted to start me on 56mg Neucon and with the fear of becoming dependent I said I will start on the 18mg and work my way up to 56mg. I have been on the 18mg for about a month and then over to the 36mg and only took two 56mg. The day before my final exam and the day of my exam. I am now back on the 36 mg. I have seen a massive change in my work and study life. With the ability to stay focused and keep my thought in check. My questions in two parts: Can I stop taking the medication immediately or do I need to slowly drop the dose? You may ask why I want to stop. The second part of my question: My medical aid only pays for Child ADHD 5 - 18 years old. As if Adults can not get ADHD. Is there a way I can motivate to my medical aid to pay for my medication? Also the thought of being dependent on medication does not sit well with me so if I don't need to take the medication that will be great. I will start with my studies again next year and will then start on the low dose again to assist with studying. Thank for your time, I know this is a lot of information.