Our expert says:
We really need more details from you, please post them in a second message. If there was some excellent reason for this man to have killed your father, in self-defense or in protecting you and your family, this should surely be less confusing and troubling for you. If it was murder --- why has he not been charged and tried ?
Whatever the reason for the death, it is clear that this is deeply upsetting to you, and you deserve some counselling to help you talk this through and deal with the many issues it gives rise to.
I look forward to us seeing your new, fresh message, with more details about what happened.
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