Our expert says:
Don't do that. Please.
When one starts to get depressed, it misleadingly distorts all that we see, and gives the false impression that the situation is worse than it actually is, and convinced you that the situation is hopeless, when it WILL be soluble.
DO see a psychiatrist, privately or through the emergency room / Casualty of any large hospital or clinic, and get fully assessed. I am certain that there will be ways in which you can be helped, and in which this situation can be gradually improved until you can again remember why going on living is going to be a really good idea.
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