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Posted by: C LD. | 2006/07/20

Voilent, suicidal.

Hallo julle en oom CS! Hoe gaan dit met almal?
CS, vraag. As medikasie werk, werk dit volledig of kry mens maar nog die odd rollercoaster ride ? Weet jy dok, ek haat myself en terselfdertyd like ek myself baie. Ek dink ek's flippen pug-ugly, en ek dink ook ek's uniek, mooi features, I still got it. Ek dink ek's beide die slimste, en die fkn onnoselste persoon wat leef. Vet, maer.
Vandag 'n paar oomblike beleef, bottom line, ek wou in haar boot injaag, rerig vinnig. Al is ek dood, dis my revenge. Ek was eers bietjie kwaad, toe maak sy my nog kwater. En daar dog ek toe wag so bietjie, ek kan mos doen wat ek wil! As ek dit WIL doen, wie gaan my keer? Niemand nie. Al wat tussen ons staan is een besluit. Jou lewe hang van my mood af, hoe ek 'voel'. Skrikwekkend ne? Ek het gebewe, my hartklop was vinnig en harder as die radio in my ore. Sien more (vandag) shrink. Sal nie kan konfronteer, te papgat, sal maar net aangaan, laat die anger en frustasie opbou. Miskien spoeg hy eendag 'n gem uit. Maar die kanse dat Prins William eintlik Elvis is, is beter.
My anger attacks? raak ook kwaai. Raak buite beheer. Die kwaad pot is vol, nou moet die goed uit sedra hulle in is, het nie meer stoorplek nie. It's getting to me CS. I go overboard. My kid's affraid of me. Watse effek het voilence op 'n kind?
Groete,
Clueless.

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Our expert says:
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Theodd rollercoaster ride may still happen even on a good combo of meds --- hopefully at least a shorter ride, and a Junior version, not so extreme in its rises and falls. And don't dwell on the thoughts of Revenge-By-Car. Just because you COULD do something bad, doesn't mean there's any need to. And good grief, girl, it might be ME in that other car --- maybe out of sight in the back seat !
And when seeing your shrink, you don't need a major confrontation, but its hard for the shrink to help you if you're not frank ( politely ) and reveal what you've been feeling and thinking. Don't build up all that anger needlessly. Tell your shrink all about it

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Posted by: Buzz | 2006/07/20

Oh Clueless, I don't have advice for you but must admit that I enjoy the way you express yourself. I hope you're feeling better and get these problems sorted. All the best.

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Posted by: Lara | 2006/07/20

Jy klink asof jy 'n vakansie nodig het as jy my vra.

Kry 'n plek van stilte waar jy net kan relax en jouself kan vind. Niks veel om te doen nie, net daar sit.

Hoop jou dag word sommer gou deur iets of iemand opgekikker!

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