Our expert says:
Very well said, Annouk. Suicides typically develop a sort of funnel vision in which they see less and less of the good things in life ( its been shown that they actually don't tend to perceive or recognize or remember the good things that are always around, and selectively notice, recall, and dwell on whatever is negative ) ; and it's also not uncommon for them to hide the depth of their despair from others, nto allowing you a chance to help.
She lives on in the good memories you and her son share, and between you, you can keep that good part of her still remembered, and alive in that way
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