Our expert says:
I understand that it may feel to you as though it's over, but it is not so, and need never be so. And of cours you know we are not going to advise you on how to "do it", any more than if you were planning to murder anyone other than yourself.
NEITHER method is certain, and BOTH have, like any other method, however sure they may look, a major risk of leaving you with every problem you have now, plus a major deformity or health problem. NOT a good idea, however gloomy things look. And you arfe right to recognize that whatever the method, it would cause not only great grief but horrible trauma to those who find you ( who might not only be members of your immediate family or friends ) and a lasting risk to them, too.
I'm not going to try to convince you NOT to do it, but I really don't believe you have given yourself a fair chance, to work with the right shrink to get things sorted out and find the reasons for continuing to live. I have been in many desperate and tragic situations myself through my life, but have never wanted to allow myself to be defeated by these situations, or by lesser people. YOU deserve better than the fate you are considering for yourself. DO see a good shrink, directly ( you presumably have been workign with some ? ) or through the nearest hospital or casualty. Be fair to yourself, even if other people or life itself doesn't seem to have been fair so far.
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