Our expert says:
This is a serious situation and needs urgent and properly expert attention. You MUST arange, either privately or through a provincial hospital or clinic, maybe through a Casualty dept., to see a good local psychiatrist as soon as possible ; frankly and honestly tell him or her all about your suicidal thoughts and other problems, and work with him / her to find solutions, which SDO exist. If you acted on such thoughts of self-harm you would domage not only yourself, but your child and others who may care about you more than you have noticed.
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