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Gay, lesbian and bisexual expert
Hi to you La Femme and welcome to the forum.
What is there to be grateful for when you're not happy or satisfied? You're certainly not where you want to be and yes, it does sound as if you're betraying yourself. Why are you doing this - to please your boyfriend? Because he treats you like a princess?
How long do you think you'll be able to keep this up?
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