Our expert says:
Hello E ; sorry to hear of this --- very sad, but maybe if your fiancee was capable of this degree of cruelty, it was better to discover this before rather than after the marriage. Sounds like you intitially were responding well and wisely to therapy and medication, but that now you are for some reason experiencing a dip in mood --- maybe its the approach of the date of the originally planned wedding that is casting a gloomy shadow ? Its typical of a depression that while it's around it removes from you the pleasure you usually get from whatever pleases you. The return of suicidal thoughts is more sinister --- you really need to discuss this in detail with your therapist ( I hope he / she is usuing the highly efective Cognitive-Behaviour Therapy methods which would be so very useful here. You will find good things to fill that empty space, especially after August. Completion is a larger task, and takes all of us a bit longer than that, but is achievable, especially by someone with your intelligence and sincerity
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