Our expert says:
You seem, nn, to recognize part of the problems you are creating for yourself. ou seem to have deep-seated jealousy. You seem to resent your good friend having any fun if she has it without you. and you are insisting on bothering about historicial aspects of what your bf did before he met you. If you keep hunting for signs of cheating, you may start to create them. I don't understand how you can describe yourself as carefree and no insecure --- you sound care-laden and very insecure, by your own descriptions. You CAN help your feelings towards friends and bf --- see a counsellor and discover how easily you can change those feelings to happier, more generous and more fruitful ones, if you'll allow that to happen.
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