Our expert says:
Divorce support expert
your story is very alarming and it seems that the problem is not so much that you do not trust him anymore as much as you do not trust yourself to chose the life you deserve to live.
You have reached a point of extreme despair where your feelings of suicide or murder seem the only way out and it is of utmost importance that you take proactive action for yourself and your children. Neither of those way out would serve you or your children.
Your husband has applied himself to try and "break" you for you to become compliant and submissive and deep down you know you deserve better, so instead of taking a destructive way out which would affect your children for the rest of their lives, claim what you deserve. Your freedom and happiness which will give your children the best gift ever: A happy mother.
You need to seek help and support with a family member, a friend or a social assistance and trust that you have the right to put an end to this abuse and you do not need a diploma to break free from a life of abuse.
You must consider your children and your safety first then you will have the opportunity to build your life on new grounds where you will have the respect that you deserve.
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