Our expert says:
It sounds as though you are really Depressed, and you should arrange soon to see a good GP ( at least ) or even better a good local shrink, for a proper assessment and advice on treatment options. With proper treatment, this sort of situation can end happilly.
And if you can't aford treatment privately, basic treatment ought to be available through your nearest medical school or large state hospital /clinic
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