Our expert says:
Sorry to hear you're feeling so miserable. But for goodness sake, see a doc for assessment and help ; call Lifeline, do something positive ( and reject thoughts of heaming yourself, or, as in driving into traffic, harming yourself and others --- they dont deserve that, and neither do you !). YOu can work towards discovering how to enjoy this job, or finding a better one. YOU ARE DEPRESSED< and should not be coming off antidepressants at such a time. YOu won't usefully sort all this out entirely on your own, and don't need to --- work with help to strengthen your strengths, and win.
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