Our expert says:
I wish people who, however desperate they come to feel, contemplate suicide, would remember you and so many others like you, in terms of how badly a suicide affects innocent others, especially children. And as you mention, it's complex, so one can even feel bad about the loss of someone who wwas really not atg all a nice person, like an abuser. Now, if you met a shrink at Tygerberg, so incompetent and silly as to have simply stared at you, reject him, but don't reject the possibilities of being helped by so many other competent and pleasant shrinks. YOu do need expert professional help, to sort out all these issues, and find a more pleasant and safe way to enjoy the rest of your life, without always looking back over your shoulder
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