Our expert says:
With all due respect, this sounds like the plot of a Hallmark movie. As Hope* says, that SMS is a most peculiar thing for a pastor of ANY church to do. You made a decision, for what sopund like justifiable reasons, which you now regret --- well, one cannot change that past. And you now run the risk of ruining the present of your current relationship and his marriage, and that would be wholly unjustifiable. See a CBT counsellor to learn to stop obsessing about the love that was and what in your romantic fantasies might be, and find the best way to return to reality and be very grateful for the love you now have. As John says, if you love this man, you would stop contacting him and move on, and allow him to move on --- you're doing nobody any favours by dwelling on Might Have Been.
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