Our expert says:
Stop screaming for help and get help. yes, trying to harm yourself can only worsen the situation, but help is available. Even at a state / government clinic. Call Lifeline or som similar group to talk options through.
How does a man earning, or at least getting, 30 K a month, have "no money" for dental and other health services ? What on earth does he spend it all on ? WHy have you not set up your own bank acount, in which to place whatever money you could have saed by now, so as to give yourself some indpendence. ? It doesn't sound as if there is muh for you, or hildren, in this marriage to someone who sounds like a selfish control freak. Don't feel guilty for being distressed by distressing circumstances. Whatever yopu are, it doesn't sound like spoilt !
You are not uselss, even if not currently finding the best ways in which to be useful. And I doubt that you'd lose the kids --- he would have to pay maintenance, and a court would be reluctant to remove them from your cae --- and he sounds too selfish to actually want to care for them himself, other than to spite you.
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