Our expert says:
You know that no good EVER comes from a married woman having an affair with a maried man, let alone when the guy is your husband's best friend. It does sound as though this has become an unwholesome obsession, based largely on your fantasies about how things might be, rather than on any reality of how things are. YOu are indeed in love with the idea of being in love, and with a figment of your imagination.
See a counsellor to sort out these unwelcome and unhelpful feelings, and consider then working with your husband in some sessions of marriage counselling to enhance your marriage, for the sake of both of you
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