Our expert says:
That you feel mbarassed shows that you know this is wrong and foolish, to get so drunk. Listening to music can help one to "space out" somewhat, but it's not clear from your message what exactly "also happens when you just listen to music", and especially I don't understand why it is |causing (you) to lie" --- do you mean that you feel unable to explain the state to others, so you make an excuse ? The first step would probably be to see a good local shrink for a proper assessment, on the basis of which he/she could tell you whether there is any speicific problem and whether treatment would be indicated for it.
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