Our expert says:
Guys PLEASE edit down your messages, which are growing longer and longer, and so many times longer than any of the other experts need to deal with. Its a valuable exercise for you to edit down your thoughts before posting them so as to include only the essential details, rather than everything you can think of --- that alone will be helpful to you. I cannot keep reading such very long, unnecessarily long messages.
Other readers may be able to offer you useful comments. I am here to deal with significant psychiatric and psychological problems, not complex love affairs.
This posting reads more like a rant, of something you wanted to get off your chest ( fine, but include Rant in the heading, so we can take it as it is ) rather than a question neding my expertise for an answer
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