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Gay, lesbian and bisexual expert
Hi there TTM and thanks for sharing this very personal post with us. Your feelings certainly sound very raw at the moment and you need to allow yourself ample space to mourn your loss. The process of letting go is very complex and painful but it sounds as if you've commenced your journey.
There is plenty that is positive in your post – you point out that you’ve experienced love and there's a part of you that knows you'll experience it again.
I share Deeve's wish that M will read this post and I hope you’ll keep posting; I don't need to tell you that this is a very supportive space.
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