Posted by: FORK! | 2008/10/09

I feel " forkol" 

Whats going on with me? Never in my life have I felt like this.

I just don'  t get upset anymore!

I use to strip my moer at least 10 times a day, thro zaps at taxi'  s, shout at the kids for the wet towels, rush here and there, cannot sleep if the dishes are not done.

And suddenly I dont give a sheeeeeet.

I step over the wet towels
I step over the clothes on the bathroom floor
I let the taxi go where he wants to
I give guys gaps to push in front of me
I let my boss carry on and give him what he wants without thinking "  ag fork"  like i'  ve got time for this now
What i get to, i get to
What i don'  t, i dont

I didnt even make supper last night. The kids ate cereal. I didnt wash dishes. Neither did I this morning.

I dont rush in traffic - get to work when I get to work.

Funny thing life has just become peaceful and quiet and suddenly there is just more time and within myself I feel happier than in a very long time....

By not fighting, rushing, screaming I' ve improved my quality of life, all the bitching did not help in anycase.

My desk as I sit here is clear except for the coffee cup - someone even remarked that I must be out of work if my desk is so clean....

What has happened to me?

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Well, I'm sure you're right that the bitching didn't help at all, and stopping the bitching was probably a good idea. But giving up is NOT a good idea, and neglecting self-care and care for the kids, and not bothering about things that DO matter ( and distinguishing those from the things that DON'T matter ) is not a good idea at all. Consider counselling, and seeing a shrink for a proper assessment as to what might be going on here

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