Our expert says:
Sorry to hear of your continuing grief --- and its sad that you seem to have been trying to cope with all this without the help of a proper expert counsellor, preferably one of the CBT school. There seem to be aspects of the grief which you have not been coping with yet. I understand how you would want certainty about what exactly happened in the accident, but as you have discovered the driver responsible for the accident is unlikely to want to tall you the details you seek --- and indeed may not himself understand or remember so as to even be able to do so.
It sounds, too, as though, in your grief, you too readily resigned yourself to giving up on marriage and kids, and you need to work through these issues in proper counselling. Antidepressants don't generally help grief as such, but counselling very definitely does.
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