Our expert says:
Some men are like that --- fortunately not all men. And he's probably encouraged by the sense of desperation you convety, being prepared to do things you hate, just to please him. You don't deserve that. He can't blame anything on alcohol --- if it makes him behave so badly, he shouldn't drink, and its still his fault whatever he does while drunk. DO leave him, he's abusive. Talk to a helpful group like POWA, who assist abused women.
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