Our expert says:
you are in a very difficult and distressed space right now, but it is possible to move beyond that without harming yourself. If you don't have a good relationship with your parents I urge you to make contact with people you do get on well with and trust. They may be friends, or other relatives but you need people to help you with this.
I would also ask you to call Childline as they will be able to help you and also help you find a counsellor to talk to which it is very important for you to do.
Please don't give up on yourself - there are other solutions and people who can help you.
Please call Childline on 08000 55555 its a free call number.
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