Our expert says:
Gay, lesbian and bisexual expert
Hi .. - welcome to the forum and thanks for posting here. You certainly are in a pickle and I like that you say you're "fooling" around.
You're not only cheating on your partner but also on yourself by undermining your own sense of integrity. You're denying yourself a true, sincere, honest and adult commitment to your partner. You say you're feeling guilty and the fact that you've posted here demonstrates that on some level you'd like to stop this.
And you CAN end it. You're not a six-month old baby totally driven by impulses - you're capable of making choices and you need to realise the consequences of your actions. You don't need to feel "...somehow caught up in this..." - as a responsible adult you got yourself into this pickle. And only you can get yourself out of it, if you really want to. Stop playing the innocent victim here - take a hard look at yourself and your actions and do what you know should be done.
Stop bull-shitting everyone, especially yourself. Take control of your life.
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