Our expert says:
Guys, I can't take a succession of suicidal threats, especially on Friday afternoons and weekends, from people who choose this forum as a place where we would not be able to help them directly. Call Lifeline number provided on this page ) and see your nearest doctor asap for proper assessment and treatment.
You deserve proper help. This forum can provide backup support and encouragement, but you need also direct in-person assessment and proper treatment which may well include medication and CBT-style counselling. You surely can be feeling a great deal better than this, and you deserve to feel better. So don't do something messay and permanently negative --- get the help you need and deserve.
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