Our expert says:
It it truly HER you are jealous of, or are you expressing your dislike of the demands your husband makes on you, by envying the single/widowed state for being free of such demands ? Isn't it freedom from your husband's demands that you are seeking, rather than specifically wanting to be a widow ? If he would acknowledge that there are relationship problems, you could work, together, with a marriage counsellor to try to relieve the problems. If he refuses to accept that there are problems or that therapy may be needed, your choice may come down to accepting, reluctantly, and putting up with the situation, as you have presumably done for so long, or talking with a lawyer
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