Our expert says:
Yup. Stoopid. Cat doesn't do good to anyone, and is an especially bad idea if one has any sort of psych problem at all. But you already knew that. So your bf is disappointed --- what a good bf-- congratulations. Explain that you realize it was a daft thing to do, and won;t let him down again. Ask him to help you keep to that decision. Surely there are some much more whoesome ways to get naughty, maybe even together ? And don't keep beating yourself up about it, that only compounds the problem. You've already decided not to do it again, not let go of it and more ahead.
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