Our expert says:
CPM, you're an able adult woman, capable of making informed decisions, sometimes excellent, sometimes less so. This time you seem to be doing something you actually feel is wrong, but don't seem to want to initiate change on your own, preferring one of us to say "DO this" or "Don't do that !" I think you know what you should do ; you know you have referred before to your fear of committment, and maybe now you're trying a relationship plus a lifeboat ? Maybe every ship, including a relationShip, needs a lifeboat, but need it be another person who could get hurt in the process ?
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