Our expert says:
I'm worried at what you say - nobody could be in any way professionally or expertly counselling you and preparing you for transgender transition, let alone any possibility opf surgery, without having discussed all this in detail. Counselling, also, needs to be dealing with the rage issues and the way you seem to find testosterone "oppressive". You cannot even contemplate castration without seeing and being reviewed by a surgeon specializing in such work, and he would have to explore all these issues with you long before deciding whether surgery would be appropriate. I'm not keen to provide a bald answer here OUT of context, and aside from the cousnelling and professional discussions you should be already involved in.
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