Our expert says:
Sorry, but this sounds more like an obsession than a love. An it may have prevented you from loving anyone else, and potentially forming even more appy relationships. See a counsellor.
However, if you're determined to find him and at least consider resuming the relationship ( assuming he's not already maried ) let's hope that works out for you
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