Our expert says:
OK, so maybe you have reached a point of really deciding that your drinking has to stop. You mention trying before, but you don't mention doing so with proper help. Get involved in AA, and see a goo local rehab program to help you to safely stop drinking, and to stay stopped. There's no possible question that alcohol can indeed be this big a problem, and even bigger ; and it can and does control your life --- your own story suggests that it has significantly been doing so. You need to stop drinking with all available help to stay stopped. You can do it, and need to do it.
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