Our expert says:
COuldn't this be an Anxiety Disorder, in which one feels anxious ( even when there's nothing around to fear ) and excessively afraid of many different things, perhaps some in particular ? The episode in the shop sounds like a panic attack, also a form of anxiety, when your body's alarm system goes off inappropriately.
One thing is clear, and that is that you are definitey not Mal. It would be wise to see a good local psychiatrist for a proper assessment, but if as it sounds, you are suffering from an anxiety disorder, this responds very well indeed to treatment, perhaps with medication and with CBT counselling. And lifting the anxiety disorder might in fact enhance your fertility, and of course would make the whole process less scary and bothersome for you. You CAN be "normal".
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