Our expert says:
Gosh, sounds like I'd better not say anything about your perfectly marvellous psychologist ! I'm puzzled though, if you're hard at work with her, why are you raising fresh queries here, rather than with her ? Anyhow, I'm sure that as the excellent therapist she surely is, she'd be delighted to have different viewpoints raised for you to discuss in your sessions. And I'm equally sure she'd like to answer and discuss your latest query, too.
Seriously, it's a bit mischievous for people who ARE already in therapy to raise significant questions here rather than directly with their therapist--- its kinda like infidelity, isn't it ?
What you're descibing doesn't sound like PSD ( you seem interested in acquiring more exotic diagnoses, don't you ? ), and not even only perfectionism, but a sort of self-defeating pattern ?
You certainly should not kill yourself, or even think about doing that, as that solves nothing whatsoever. You owe yourself a whole lot more, and better, than that.
You certainly sound highly negative about your last "psycho" . shrink, but surely any good shrink would say if you are that unhappy with the way I practice, do, please, go and see another shrink, who may suit you better ! I'm not sure that "reporting: that woman, to the Health professions Council or wherever, would be useful ro would solve the problems you describe. Rather see a new shrink, get a fresh viewpoint, and continue working on the areas sill needing attention. If your other psychos were "pretty darn cool", you know there are good guys around --- find one of them.
Hypnosis is NOT the solution to the sort of problems you're describing, and could make them even worse. See a normal shrink and work in therapy on what needs to be done.
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