Our expert says:
BT, I'm not sure if there IS any way of knowing, reliably. I also think that you have a lot of strength and CAN make it. Now, when your daughter says you're not like her mommy anymore, she probably does mean that your voice and movements are diferent. The anger is left --- USE it, as a force to revive that deadness, not to move out into overt anger, but as a source of energy --- rather like nuclear power, now aiming at explosions, but at sustainable heat to deliver useful power.
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