Our expert says:
You sound normal enough, and from your story, you responded normally to the grubby neighbour boy who molested you, fortunately without damaging you. I see no reason to expect that you would have any such ideas concerning your own children or any other cvhildren. While abuse of children is of course to be strongly discouraged, evidence shows that quite often, especially when it occurs relativelty gently and with someone near your own age, it is not necessarily harmful, and may even feel,enjoyable --- and you should not feel guilty for having to some extent enjoyed it. Nightmares and negative effects are fortunately uncommon, though possible consequences.
So, continue to enjoy being normal.
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