Our expert says:
Surely you have been under the treatment of a psychiatrist Before now ? If no, you certainly should have been, and treatment shouold be re-started as soon as possible. Medication can help, but surely you also need proper counselling / psychotherapy, preferably of the realistic CBT form ( Cognitive-Behaviour Therapy ).
Anonymous is right --- the situation has become riskily unstable --- see a shrink as an emergency, and a short hospital admission may be needed to start treatment off. And never stop treatment except on the clear advice of your shrink. Once your depression and the immediate chaos is under control, chat also with POWA about the abuse aspect of the situation
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