Our expert says:
It would be strange if the unpleasant discoveries about your husband's misbehavior was Not related to your feeling bad : anyone would be saddened by such discoveries. But it sounds, more broadly, as though you have, very understandably, become depressed. Depression is a common, serious and unpleasant disorder, but one which responds well to proper treatment.
Sometimes, the predominant feature may not be obvious sadness/depression as such, but more the type of world-weary gloom you seem to be describing.
It would be wise for you to see the right sort of expert for direct assessment and a discussion of treatment options. For depression, these would include CBT-style counselling / psychotherapy ( Cognitive-Behavior Therapy ) and/or medications. Depending on which stream of therapy you'd prefer, you could see a psychologist ( more likely to be able to offer CBT or something like it ) or a psychiatrist, more likely to suggest medicines. It is well worth investing time and effort in such treatments, because depression can be brought under control, and you could have a brighter future, ( and so would your child ) able to find pleasure and duldillment in life.
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