Our expert says:
So you're kinda stalking her ? From the sound of it, this isn't sexual but maybe far exaggerating how useful she might be in getting you into the "industry" you want ( actually, in any industry, remarkably few people can actually get you "in" outside of the usual ways. And stalking her, being creepy, is likely to make her want to avoid you, rather than help you. And as she already has other reasons to dislike you, face the fact that she will NOT help you, but that you can probably make it on your own. And the sort of vain girl whogets too used to being adored for her superficial good looks, has an insecure future anyway ; soon someone else will be considered hotter than she, and if she has nothing but her looks, which inevitably fade, she may have nothing when they go.
Maybe see a counsellor to work on your self-esteem, and to recognize your own good qualities and options. You'll always be a scond-class imitation of her ( or anyone else ) --- but they'd be only a second-class imitation of you. Be proud of who and what you are, and much more than mere looks.
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