Had an interesting conversation about relationships with a friend or two. We were talking about our own relationships.

I mentioned the other day on the " we never have enough"  post saying that i have a decent person in my life yet i still do not feel fulfilled.

2 of the others felt the same. The one in a long term relationship around 4-5 years, the other quite new like mine.

It got me thinking though. In general, we all have our first loves. It shaped to how we interact with our partners today. Got me thinking though could it be that the only true love we will ever feel, will be the last?

Some days are good days where i enjoy his company and am glad we are together, then some days i think to myself i should of never got into this relationship at all. I have everything i want in a man yet the person i fell for was the worst possible man ever - funny isnt it?