Our expert says:
You know we won't tell you that ; apart from the fatt that there is no reliable or useful answer to that question. Call Lifeline immediately and seek urgent psych assessment and help.
And remember NO method of harming yourself is painfree, nor is any method free of a significant risk of your surviving in a damaged state, with every problem you started with, and a lesser capacirty to solve your problems ( along with more problems eneding to be solved ).
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