Our expert says:
Eating Disorders Expert
Your situation sounds dreadful, but instead of concentrating on your living arrangements, I suggest that you look at small ways in which to take better care of yourself. It will not be easy, given that you have had your eating disorder half your life, but you need to try and make internal changes to YOUR world. I am not sure which city is closest to LT, but you should see if you cannot at least attend a support group to help you realize that you are not alone. You need to look at your eating disorder as a way in which you are both punishing yourself and trying to protect yourself from feeling too much at the same time. I don't think this is a case of God punishing you, but you punishing yourself as a result of very negative and destructive beliefs that you have formed about yourself. Email me and I will try and find a support group near you.
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