Our expert says:
I don' think your sanity is necessarily at risk. As with most events, even such naturally sad ones, much depends on how you choose to interpret it and experience it. Yes, she may look awful compared to how you remember her. It will probably feel upsetting to see her so unwell ; but as you say, you may feel guilty if you don't go to see her again while she is still alive. There's nothing you can specifically do to save her, but if she reconizes you at all, just being there could be helpful. And if it helps you to feel that you did all you could, then it could be worth doing.
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