Our expert says:
Maybe there's an element of Post-Natal Deprerssion, and some of your comments certainly sound like that ; maybe other factors are also at play here. One thing you must be totally certain of - your husband and children will NOT in any way whatever, be any better off without you.
Dpressed people feel hopeless, and are much less successful in whatever they try, than they would usually be. DO, really urgently, see a good local psychiatrist for a proper assessment and treatment for depression if he confirms that is present. Privately if possible, or through a provinial hospital or local medical school.
This is not normal, and not inevitable, and is very, very treatable, which will be for the great beenfit of you, your husband, your children, and everyone else who knows and loves you
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