Our expert says:
It is NEVER normal for someone to be abused, totally "forget" about it for years, and then suddenly to remember it, though there are dangerously ignorant books around which preach this mischievous lie. People who are abused ot traumatized are aware of it and remain so --- indeed, they may find the memories intrusive and troubling.
Your message isn't clear --- you seem to be saying that you have only recently had memories of this happening, and don't reveal what your age is.
Anyhow, whatever did or didn't happen, you need to see a shrink for a proper personal assessment, and advice based on the results of that. DO NOT look for a shrink with a special interest in people who may have been abused --- too many of them are riding their own hobby-horses and can do more harm than good. Just any normal, competent shrink near you, can start the process, and help you to deal with what is clearly and unpleasant current situation
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