Our expert says:
Maybe it'd help if you AND your mom saw a counsellor with experience in helping grieving people --- your local hospice or Cancer Association branch might be able to recommend someone. I nderstand how biterly you are grieving the loss. But if this is how your sister's death from naural causes affects you all --- can you imagine how much more your death would hurt them all, especially if it was your choice and unnecessary ? DO see a good local counsellor urgently, you may be developing a complicated grief needing and deserving treatment.
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